Love u

I meant my promise,
I meant my wish,
I will cry with it,
I will die with it,
But will always go with my promise..........
Love u today,
Loved u yesterday,
Love u tomarow,
Love u always.......forever 

Annaji and winter

here is so much cold now. its hard to imagine out of home in early morning and after evening. don't know how much cold will be there on 25th dec, Christmas night. till that day winter will reach on its peek and from that date it will start to decrease. Recent news said that ,''winter forced Annaji to shift his proposed fast later this month on lokpal bill from Delhi to Mumbai to avoid harsh winter conditions of Delhi. wah re wah winter. it forced Annaji also to move from Delhi. i must say that winter is done that which Delhi government or police could not done.'' But whatever Annaji's fast would happen definitely. However i saw this news on facebook in times of india's wall post, i gave it a like and then read the comments. there were so many funny and serious comments. the first comment,''take 2 peg of beer and sit at Delhi. people will not effected by winter.'' so funny but true. but not effective for Annaji and their team. oh god different people and their different views. some comment's '' no need to come mumbai, spare us!'' some said,''team anna thought delhi people might got bored from them.'' and a guy litterally suggested a new venue for fast,'Ahemadadbad!'' why? because there is no fear of bomb blast.
To read these all comments now i am feeling so much cold, so byee. i want to go to bed and get a big rajai. god bless team Anna and winter also.

in remembrance of Anuranjani Verma

As usual sunday was good and relaxed day. My mood was so lively. But in eve when i saw nikita singh's wall post about Anuranjani Verma, I felt so bad. I was badly missing rucha, my dear friend because I was feeling so lonely. The reason of loneliness was Anuranjani, her unexpected, early death. Though i dont know her personally, also she was not my facebook or net friend, even i had never heard her name or read her blog. Still her death disturbed me alot because she was love someone so much, deeply, innocently....... anuranjani was only 20 yr old young girl. I saw her snaps, her attractive smile forced u to fall in love with her. When i was watching her snap my mom passed from bedroom, she take a look of lappy and came to me asking that who is she? I said she is writer but she is no more now. Mom was surprised! Everyone should.
I had to read some competitive study stuff . but i could not make my mind for study cause my mind was asking reason of Anuranjani's death. I searched so much on google but i did not get it. She died on 10th dec 2011. She was so different. I read her blog. She wrote her last blog post on 30th nov 2011 'I want to run away! seriously!' after reading this post i get her pain. She was very disturbed and i am disturbed because i am not getting that what happen in between 1st dec to 10th dec? why she didnt post anything in those days? how she died? whom she love? and why he could not accept her love? so many questions and no one here to answer me.
I am now reading anuranjani's novel 'Falling for the right guy!' which have an happy ending, why not it had to her? again question.......... god bless her soul. miss you Anuranjani. Though you are not here physically, we will always remember you for your poems and 'Falling for the right guy!'

Dev Aanand

As now days i am so much busy and here is no sign to become free again. The effect is that that i can not getting time to watch TV. I am happy by this business but last morning as i wake-up i was binding my bedding, Ekanath maharaj [ bhagavat saptah is going on at home so 4 maharaj are staying here.] told mom that Dev Aanand is no more. I was shoked. i run there and asked them again is it happen really or you people are joking? they on TV and go to news channel. Only Dev aanand was there. Every channel was speaking about him, his films, his long term career, his livelyness, his energy, his charm and most important thing is his young heart. He was great. I am feeling like i lost a guide. I love his film Guide, but i am crazy about his film Bhagawan Dada. What i say about his moves by his neck, his style of wearing hat. his acting is attractive. most watched film Hare Rama Hare Krishna. Hi was amazing, evergreen. Will always remain and live in my heart......................''heera ki tamanna hai ke panna mujhe mil jaye , chahe koi jan de chahe koi jahan de de!''
A great thought come in my mind, if really there is rebirth system, where Devaji has been born? wherever i want to meet him.

sharad pawar slapped

today at 4:30pm i came from college. light was gone. so i just relaxed and take a nap. as at 5:15pm light came, i connect internet and open facebook. when i was going through my wall posts i saw durjoy datta's wall post,''Ohh, Pawar got slapped! Oh, what fun. :) I live for these small joys in life. :)'' i wondered that when it happen and who done it? i dont wondered for that ,'why it happen?' we all know that one day this would happen to see the peoples anger. as usual i am so happy to heard this. i saw video, its real fun to watch how the guy Harvindar Singh slapped Sharad Pawarji without hesitation. even i said whatever happen today with him is his lifetime achievement.
our finance minister Pranb Mukharji comment on this incident,''dont know where this country is going.''
i just want to warn him, that his number is not far if the rate of petrol and commodities doesn't stop to rise.
''just one slap?'' is Annaji's reaction. it make me to laugh in full volume. wow love u Annaji. lage raho!
so the way today was amazing. i enjoyed all incident so much! thankyou god!

only those knows the darkness of the night,
who spend it with open eyes!
only those knows the deepness of the sea,
who could not swim and drenched in the sea!
only those can tell you the feeling of broken heart,
who get hate in price of love!

KBC

This years session of KBC[kaun banega karorpati!] has finished yesterday. There was last episode of KBC. We all know how we like this program and fond of Amitabh Bachchan. It is the only show which give you all things, name, fame and money only for your knowledge. There are so many good memories linked with this session of KBC. First of all this session was fully dedicated to Indian middle class and lower middle-class. It gives so much happiness when you see a needable person meeting to all his/her needs. This thing attract so much crowd and grow the rate of TRP.
I was never interested in KBC and never used to watch whole episode of it. But yesterday's participant and Big B's glory made my mind to watch full episode. Pushpa was the last contestant, won 25lakh , who has never seen 50,000 rupees in her whole life and gain only 2,000 rupees per month as salary, and lived in a rent house. Tears were flew in her eyes when she hold the cheque.

Bachchan baby

Its fun to read Shobhaa De's blog. Today she write about big b's grand child. Name? unknown! yesterday at last Bachchan Baby has came in the world. 'India can stop being pregnant .......now Aishwarya has delivered baby B' quoted by Shobhaa De. from when Abhishek has married with Aishwarya people are only talking about big b's grand child. there were so many rumors we heard in between about Ash, that she has cancer in her womb so she is facing problems in pregnancy and many things. Even Big B was annoyed to media for spreading such type of news about Ash. That was a era when i was also thought that Ash must misbehaved with Salman Khan, she really used him for name and fame. That's why god is punishing her. My imagination have written a love story also,'Aapulki, ek Ehasas!'
But i was wrong or Big B's prayer was so much strong so we got to heard a breaking news in march,'Ash is expecting baby!' then everyone has only one thing to discuss,'Ash will deliver a boy or girl and on which date?' There was betting for this whole matter. Some thought Ash will deliver baby on 11-11-11 at 11:11am or pm. I wondered to see people's enthusiasm for the Bachchan Baby. How can common people involve in this thing so much while there was no relation of their with that baby or Ash or Big B's family? Whatever the baby have come and i am happy that its a girl. So we should bless the new born. God bless her!

my first book

good morning friends,
mom is still out of station. feeling bore without her. home is like a jail in her absence. hope so she will be at home till evening as she promised me. so one good news is here, at last i have started to write my book 'Anjuman....journey of passion, love and thrill' in english. i know that its very difficult for me but i should try. otherwise i can never give justice to my writing. i wanna reach my writing in the every corner of world and the best way is to write in english. just first page of Anjuman i can write yet. i should grow my speed. searching people who can help me about this. there are many but living far from my place. Anjuman is my dream, i have lived its each and every thing, the flowers, the roses, the fairies, the evils and demon's, Anjuman and sufal's love, romance, the magic, the magical sword. each and everything is fascinating me.......some time i feel as i am not watching dream, i am really there in that tale. its amazing.  

children day

there is a child in everyone. as today is children day many people are remembering there childhood. me too! what are the days, everything happen without worrying. no tension of study also. because who wanted to get high post with so much study rather i say competition was so less in our childhood in comparing to today's children. there is so much competition here for small small babies also. above that insecurity. after the case of kush katariya its really hard to believe on known people also. just hope on this children day that people should not make victim of their lust for money to small angels like kush katariya. it hurts so much....
thankyou

Rockstar

I madly fond to the song ,'sadda haq' and 'o yaya' of 'Rockstar'. A R Rahman's magic work once again through the movie 'Rockstar' and Mohit Chauhan's voice make it pleasent. From the day i heard 'Sadda haq' only one thing was on mind,'Rockstar'. Hopefully today I got time [movies ticket also] to watch this buzz.
Movie is good. Story is also rocking and songs are the life of movie. But fourteenth songs!!!!!!!!!!!! Is not so much musical. I agree that its a story of a Rockstar, how he was and what he is? how a simple guy become a Rockstar? Its a story of his journey . So music is always there. But fourteenth songs. These songs made movie so much lengthy. People got tired after intermission. Which is a lack of movie. But if you want to enjoy beauty of women. You must watch. Nargis perform her charecter very well. We can feel her beauty's charm. I was wonder that how can be someone so much beautiful ?
Now turn of our Rocking Rockstar Ranbir, hmmm he is always good. But in this movie he pour his heart. Whenever i watch him performing Sadda haq, waves run through my body. He is amazing.
Many people do not notice that what the movie is saying ? still i want to tell. This movie told us a hard truth about very successful artists, that is 'An artist not born in a day, he must have to bare so much pain and then his all inner carving come outside and gives wings to his art.'
And this is an universal truth,'no gain without pain!'

Life always moves on

Life always moves on,
then you live it or leave it,
Time always passes,
then you use it or let it go,
Destiny always plays games,
then you play the game or drop it,
It's all about your own choice,
then you like it or hate it........