Wednesday 16 September 2015

Love, revenge and relationship 20

Aarchee :- There was so much love in my heart for Ram, which insist me to propose him. While I was aware about his engagement. There was no hope from Ram. Just wanted to let him know my feelings for him. And the result... He become furious and frustrated . He told me everything related to me. I got that I have loving parents and also I broke their heart by running from home while I was already engaged with someone. I was in deep thinking ,"Is really I had run with someone!" More frustrating thing was, my best friend Ridima also believed that I am characterless. Again my good luck and badluck walked hand in hand.
I was trying to remember all but it was giving me only headache. I don't wanted to cry front of Ram. But it was impossible to stop the tears. I was so eager to know about me and what I get...
Ram was right, he mistaken to keep me with him. He told me,"Forgive me Aarchee. I am going to keep you at women's welfare center."
I had nothing to said. I just nod. We both were not sleep for the night. I packed my things which were never be mine. All things were purchased by Ram for me. Why??? I asked myself. Can someone be that much selfless to help a young lady without any hope or relation? There was no answer.
            Next morning we went to one of the famous Mahila Aashram , named Abhilyashram. He did all formalities also Dr. Batra speak with the concerned person of Aashram. For the first time Ram gave his hand to me saying,"Good bye!"
"Have a happy life." I gave him my hand knowing that I will never ever get this opportunity. 

Tuesday 15 September 2015

Love, revenge and relationship 19

Ram :- I was right. I always kept distance with Aarchee. Didn't get close to her. Except the dinner and see the result. She proposed me. She Directly said me,"I love you." The three words one can't use for joke. I was shocked and angry.
"Aarchee don't play jokes." I told her.
"I am serious. I love you from....."
"Shut up Aarchee." I had become furious . I come out of car and drag her also,"You know who you are? Your history and geography?" She moved her neck as saying , no.
"I know everything about you." I told her,"You are my younger sister's best friend. I saw you from teenage. I was about to inform Rideema that you are with me. But from mom I got to know that she also believed that you are characterless. And you know why I was pretending as I don't know you. Because I don't wanted to give you shock and your matter become worst. Because after your missing people were saying about you that you had run with your lover." I was out of control. Had loosen my temper."I was aware that your parents will not accept you. Rather they may get one more shock to heard about your memory loss. I did everything just sake of humanity." She was on her knees. I felt to pamper her. But now onwards I promise myself to be firm."Aarchee I think I mistaken to keep you with me. I should keep you at any Aashram, like Womens welfare center." She was crying so I stop a while.
" Most important you know that I am going to marry soon. Still you propose me. Dear its not a film , its real life. So be practical. You have already lost too many things. So be conscious about yourself. And forgive me."

Thursday 10 September 2015

Love, revenge and relationship 18

Aarchee :- life had become so unpredictable. I couldn't predict anything. So I was just letting things go. Because some surprises were really mesmerized me. As Ram's surprise of dinner. Without saying a word he took me in the restaurant. I was not properly prepared for dinner in that type of luxurious restaurant. The Terrace was the name of the restaurant. Peaceful atmosphere was there. And lovely decoration. Looking at other girls cloths and makeup I felt bad about myself. Ram had caught my feelings.
"Sorry!",Ram said to me,"I like this restaurant and so I thought to be here from many days. But I didn't get time. When we were on the way of home from Dr. Batra's clinic I got that the restaurant is near and I came here without any planning."
What a pretty long explanation! Ram was looking so cute. I was continuously staring him. He had no need to explain that all things to me. Still he did.
"Thankyou!" I said him.
He just take a look and smiled. He ordered some starters. In that Surmai kabab was my favorite. Then main course and soft drink. Inside I was flying in the sky. I was happiest person in that moment. And I should be, cause I was with Ram in dim light for candle light dinner. I was feeling his positive feelings for me. I was getting his love. And then it had become impossible to control myself.
"I love you!" I told him while we were on the way of home. He stopped the car.

Wednesday 9 September 2015

Love, revenge and relationship 17

Ram :- I was really grateful to Aarchee. My time was going too good. I was happy that Aarchee was getting many things about herself. I had a way to inform her parents. But then thought if ,"what if her parents take it wrong or think that I am the one, with whom Aarchee run from home."
So it was better to wait for her recurrence. Then she has to tell me everything. Don't know it was medicines or meditation or both, Aarchee  got many changes. Everyday she cooked breakfast and dinner for us. Which reminds me my mom made food. I thought I should give her reward for doing all these things for me. Actually I was attracting to her simplicity. Her silence was much loud than her voice. I observed her moves, her long brown hair and her red , swallow eyes. I was eager to see her beautiful normal eyes, which has no tears. Yup there was so much attraction for Aarchee. But never showed her. Because I was aware that I am engaged, 2nd I don't wanted that she keep any hope from me.
Next meeting with doctor Batra was very good. He told us that Aarchee will soon get all about herself. Surprisingly I became upset on the way of home, thinking that in few days Aarchee will be far from me. Might be I had became habitual with her.
I thought why not make a good memory before bye bye ceremony. I took Aarchee for dinner in The Terrace restaurant. One of my favorite restaurant. I feel very relax here in dim light and the corner decoration as water falls and lady statues. I had imagined many times that I will go there with my love for candle light dinner. And I was there with Aarchee..... The thought strikes me and I felt, how is it possible? Really what made me to take her there where I wanted to be with my life partner. My feelings were clashing with each other . 

Saturday 5 September 2015

Love , revenge and relationship 16

Aarchee :- Ram's flat was in Pai layout close to Bagmane tech park and Embassy golf link. Its well known part of Bangalore city for residents. All amenities provided for a good living as jogging park, swimming pool, special huts for mediation. I felt relaxed after walk and meditation. Life was too good there. Many people of our society thought that we are married. Though Ram told everyone that we are just friends. The society was big and people had no time to interfere in others matter ,so no one asked more questions.
            My days were going well. After Rams leaving for office I used to do all home chores. Then took lunch and medicines. In afternoon I slept easily as the medicines relaxed my mind. In 2-3 hours I woke up and again went for night meal preparation. Everyday Ram return to home, he looked so tired. He just take his dinner and sleep. He never speaks with me much still I was too much happy and satisfied from his side. Because I was getting all things, most imp I was living with him in a house.
             Slowly slowly I was getting many things about me. I got my likes and dislikes. I got that I had a close friend, named Ridima. I remembered my college days, my paintings. One day I sa w a sketch pen on the study desk. I took a blank page and my surprise that in 5 min. I draw a beautiful scenery. 

Friday 4 September 2015

Love, revenge and relationship 15

Ram :- After a long period I started to wakeup early morning. First day the alarm rang for 3 times and I stopped it all time. But from second day I woke up on 6 am. Because I wanted to achieve my target within a month. After all I had to conserntret on my personal life also. Every day I did meditation and yoga with Aarchee. She was doing all things very easily as she was doing it from long time. I got her mother was running a "Bal Sanskar centre" for children. Where meditation and yoga practice happened everyday. So she could do it alone but I wanted to make her happy, I wanted to show her that she was not alone in the world.
After some days I became familiar with mediation and yoga. My mind and body felt so relaxed. I discussed it with shruti also. I told her after marriage we both will practice it every morning. She got shocked,"You were never like that."her word's! Even my parents and Ridima also surprised to listen about my mediation and yoga practice. The angry young man of my personality vanished somewhere. Because first time in life I was living for someone else. Trying my best for nothing. I had known that i will not get anything from Aarchee or there was no other hope from her still I was enjoying life with her. Many saint have told that "Giving is more satisfactory than taking." Might be it was true about me in that phase of life.
I had become busiest person of the world. Schedule was tight. Woke up at 5:30 am. Go for walk with Aarchee, then meditation and yoga. Then bath , breakfast and office at 9 am.
9:30am to 6:30 pm office. In between I had to call mom dad. Then had to speak with Shrutee for half an hour. And my machine designing work. I was beyond my limits. My boss was happy with my work and he gave me increment with promotion . I learned that there are no limits for one. Actually limits are self made and all thanks goes to Aarchee.

Thursday 3 September 2015

Love, revenge and relationship 14

Aarchee :- I think my good luck and bad luck both were walking with each other . Because I was so happy to see Ram but same time I got that I don't remember anything about me, my past, my family nothing. In hospital when I woke up Ram was front of me. With a fake smile he came to me and murmured in my ears,"see I found you fainted on highway. But I told here everyone that you are my fiancé. So please say the same."
What an irony of destiny. When I found my love close to me , his behaviour was saying that he was unknown to my feelings. Not only feelings but he didn't know me also. Above that I had lost my memory. I made my mind to follow him.  There were two reasons, first ,I love him and second there was no other way than believing him.
It was true that I had become a headache for him. Still he was not showing that. I learned many things about him. He was rude, irritating and angry young man by outside but his inside was so pure and full of humanity. May be that's why I falling in love with him!
I should be happy for being with my loved one. But there were many reasons to be unhappy and dumb. Ram was engaged and soon will be married. He had no idea about my love. Then why we mate. I was so upset thinking about gods plans for me. Ram was trying hard to give back my memory and I too. Because I wanted to know that what made me to hide my feelings from him.

LRR PART 5 the beginning of love

Ram :- I thought to inform Meera about Aarchee. But first I had to move from highway as the night seems more darken after having a young gir...