15th april 2012

last year when I heard horrible things about 2012, as in 2012 the world will destroy naturally and all you have watched in Hollywood movie '2012'. I decide that then I must marry in 2012 so I will escape myself by the horrible [ ;-) ] [:p)] experiences of arrange marriage. But see the destiny it would not allow me to live happily [alone]. and it seems that all things shown in movie '2012' are just rumor. Nothing is happening though we are completing half months of the year. It mean finally I have to marry. Date is 15th april 2012. just after eight days I will be called Mrs. Archana.....How freaky??? From Miss to Mrs.... Oh god I really dont want any change in my name. But what I do now? because god is great. You people just pray for my dear husband. Dont know what will his reaction when he will got the real reason of keeping marriage in 2012. May be he will laugh so much on my little brain [which I always use extra ordinary.] All marriage ceremonies will start from 11th april and so I have to wear saree. I know I will maintain the saree but carrying this material is not so easy and so my fearful expressions will make my look so funny. I want to find out the guy or girl who evaluate the 6th meter cloth [saree] and tell him/her to be in saree for 24/7 hour. Then they will got that what thing they have evaluate. To think about all ceremonies I am feeling from deep heart that 'court marriage' is always superb. No customs, no demands, no other expenses, yeah there are many no no and no's. But what the use of this thinking now. Big festive marriage's idea was mine. Because I thought the all preparation's will take long time and so no one will ask for marriage in 2011 [ :-/] . Or in other words I wanted to show my happiness [ohhhh now I cant say anything else!] to all world. Whatever friends but I will be glad if you all will attend my marriage. Really, I have accepted the truth and so I am enjoying it now. Also someone had said,''what is keep in a name [or sirname, because by god's blessings my only sirname will change and not the first name.]
Hey dont think that I am making you people April fool. How can I make anyone april fool [:-/] while god have already made me April fool by not destroying this world [:p)] [;-)]

## my marriage diary ##

You accept it or not but it is an universal truth that most of the time (in India all time) our whole life roam round and round, around this one word ,'Marriage'. not in only our country,'India' but also in all over world. Different is that in our country whatever happen people try to stick with their life partner for whole life. It's here's tradition that,'1st marriage is last one.' Rather out of India many people dont know how many marriages they have done and the women always confused that among her all children which one is from which husband? In India we use to said that ,''Marriage is a kind of sweet, who do not eat this sweet and who eat, both repent.'' then why do not repent after eating this sweet? at-least we will get it's taste and then we can decide that marriage is really sweet or sour? But then another question come in mind, that just to know the taste why we should take risk? Because i think, this risk is life. Our parent has taken this risk and that's why we are here ( with our confused and curious mind!).

I am the one who like the concept of marriage but when in real this thing come to me, i mean the time of marriage, it become most hated thing of my life. whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy??? oh this yyyyyyyy's answer is so simple,'Here is no freedom to select your groom or bride. It's a market, where some choices would put down front of you and you have to select one among them. you can not choice anyone from outside of the market. That is restricted area. Very funny na that you can not make the one who you love and what if someone else love become your life partner. It happen mostly. We get this. We just neglect it for our happy life. But whats happiness remain there if there is a lack of love??? So confusing.....no here is nothing confusing. How ? Late's see in next article

come and paint me

come and paint me today ,
come and paint me today,
with colorful colors paint me today,
here is festival of colors,
take this advantage and fix some lovely color,
show me today life's every dark shed,
show me today life's every bright shed,
then paint me with a color,
which is not so bright but not so dark,
which have so much sweetness
but little sour.......
which have lots of happiness
but little pain........
which is sensitive as my heart
but strong as my mind...
is you have this type of any color?
please come and give me that color,
please come and give me that color,
i want to apply that color to them,
who are alone and loneliness is their life's long part.........

valentine tips

so dears and nears, all loved and beloved what you have think to gift your love today. i know the gift must be something special, must be great, must be lovely and his/her favorite. still very different  than last valentine. also to gift teddy, red roses, greetings, cloths, watches have become boring now. so why not u try something new, something which he/she wants from heart. so there are some tips for it. check it :-

*do something for her/him which make her/him mad for u.
*many time it happens that he/she told us that,''i want to do that, i want to feel that.'' for example - spend all night a beach or long drive or jump in river. how much her/his idea is foolish, u should do that and see how he/she will surprise.
*arrange his/her meeting with his/her old friends whom he/she has not meet from long time.
*make urself any dish for her/him.
*write ur true feelings for him/her in ur own words.
*draw his/her sketch and surprise him/her.
*say sorry for any old comment or thing, which was really wrong from ur side.
*take him /her at his/her favorite place.
*give something which cant buy by money still worth for all life.
*leave any bad habit for ur beloved 

loneliness

we know that we cant be alone...
still we keep ourselves many time alone.
may be to feel deeply, the  loneliness of inner side.
or may be to punish ourselves.
we know that the love is the way,
by which we can remove the feeling of emptiness.
but many time it happen at wrong place,
wrong time and with wrong person
and make us more alone!

last year gave me

Last year gave me so much good things,
mostly worthfull while other are worthless,
last year gave me so mach tears,
mostly followed by always smiles,
last year gave me so many memories,
mostly sweet and some are sour,
last year gave me so many ideas,
mostly worked and little gone waste,
last year gave me a lovely sight,
which is on the way still i am confused,
last year gave me so many problems,
there was a solution for every problem,
last year i faced many awkward situation,
from them i learned life long prediction,
last year increased many questions,
no no no there is no answer,
last year is hazardous for me,
still i loved it, still i enjoyed it......
hoping for good in this new year,
hoping for life like, in this year.....